Well, it is possible that I might have some multiple personality condition, whereby my Mr Hyde persona could choose the seed words and my Dr Jeckyll persona would subsequently struggle to guess them.
But in fact it is an automated process, with each puzzle's letters independent of every other one. We have had three daily puzzles with an X so far this month and three with a Q, and the month is barely half way over. This is certainly above average. Last year we had 43 Q and X puzzles in total, less than 4 per month. But if every month had exactly the average number of such puzzles, it would be a sure sign of a non-random mechanism.